cesium!

i love all of you, lol ^^

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I think my camera just got screwed. Yes, my wonderful 7.1 megapixel Fujifilm FinePix S5700. I uploaded some pics, and then, like old porn, it wouldn't turn on anymore. :|


This is what it looks like.

It's currently in ICU. And I am in a state of utter ._.-ness.

All who care pray for the souls of the sad sad camera and its sad sad owner. ._.

As deep as a 2-foot wading pool.

Yeah, 2 feet deep. Duh.

I've noticed that most of me has become highly, increasingly, and extremely shallow. No depth, no poignancy, no mysticism whatsoever. But then, I've never been so fucking happy my entire life. (And yeah, I swear all the time.) What to do, what to do, what to feel.

I love being happy. On the other hand,
I can't write or think as deep. On the other hand,
I enjoy school and my class and friends more. On the other hand,
I don't self-reflect as often. On the other hand,
I'm perfectly fine where I am. On the other hand,

Ah, dammit, never mind. I'm not the least bit Jewish. Tradishuuun.

And who cares, it's not like anyone's reading this anymore with the wish to read it in mind. People just read it because they clicked on the link from some other blog. Like somebody I know said, "Do it for the heck of it."

I love Blogger autosaves.

because eeeeeverybody's doing it :p

here. lol, i so don't know myself.

All the guitarists I know out there just got pwned, badly

Watch what this guy does to the Simpsons' theme.



He also has the FF Chocobo theme, the Super Mario theme, Fur Elise, among others. Now this is art.

Anyone would wish they could rip his hands off and fuse them to one's own arms. He is made of win.

Calling off uncalled for

Right now, about 25 million students from the elementary, high school, and college levels are dancing in celebration because of the cancellation of classes.

Fuck them.

Mr. or Ms. average person has no idea how hard it is for us, Philippine Science High School students, to cope with a scheduled, routine school life that forces us to go through tiring days and sleepless nights. And this average person has no idea how even more difficult it is to cope with an erratic, unplanned school life that expects us to do the damned exact same things, as if everything was peachy.

And it's hard to keep your cool, even in this cold cold season, when your school administration gives you bullshit - TOTAL AND UTTER BULLSHIT - about the "safety" and "welfare" of the students, when in fact their real intentions are to keep their fucking second-rate jobs. Wala kaming magawa, wala kaming magawa, wala kaming magawa, wala kaming magawa - of course, may ginagawa nga ba kayo?!

It's hard to keep your cool when you share a government department with an weather association that forecasts weather when it's already happened. When they call off classes within half an hour of rains disappearing altogether. When they call off classes because the storm will "intensify."

I may be unreasonably biased, angry, or frustrate right now, but it's not like the administration is any more reasonable. :|

Who's complaining? I am.

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Paki-pass sa ibang Cesium na we may have a practice tomorrow sa Timog if PAGASA fucked up again. Magkakaroon din tayo ng run-through in the morning on Friday. Sets will also be prepared in the morning - Rb, wala kayong karapatan mag-complain, you're not performing until 10.

You don't know shit about me. :D

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rainy days are here again

but i'd really rather go to school. hehe. and i kinda hate the fact na napostpone yung ramayana namin. i was so hyped up and then -poof- came anticlimactic koko krunch. ever heard of prolonged suffering? yeah, it's something to that degree. at least everything is much cooler. although i can feel a cold coming on. *sniffle*

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i just realized that my blog is not at all dial-up friendly. hahaha. powtek, 30.6 Kbps just never cuts it. except for KoL. :D

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inspired and LSS-ing dahil sa Health essay. which i might post here. :D but for now the beautiful beautiful song in my head sung by a beautiful beautiful voice. dedix sa gusto ko sanang gawing sagot.



we live our lives, stigmatized. :]