For The Sake Of Posting Such

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I know! I'll ask you people what you want me to post about. Go. Suggest. Tell me if you want a blogpost, a story, an essay... bahala... Then I'll take someone's suggestion and write. I'm so with the idea, I'll even let people use the tagoard again. Heheh. But only until Dec. 1. Comments are needed to power the tagboard. >:D
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Happy but inadequate

That's what the so-called Family Camp was. Inadequate. It didn't have the feel of a camp/retreat, and it didn't have the atmosphere of an Asian celebration. Maybe the two should have been kept apart.

Although, me and Tatay got a bit closer. Then we went for Starbucks after. Which is always a good way to get me to love someone more. :D Usually, me and Nanay lang gumagawa ng ganoon na "date"... Hahah.

Onga pala,
WE WON THE COSPLAY!!!
Yey! Sa wakas, may napanalunan din! XD

The script/flow was basically a jumble of our ideas put together, one walkout two or three days before... And we just jumbled everything up. Hahah. My greatest fear was that our costumes and props would be considered as crap - jap paper and crepe paper and cartolina and cloth and tape. Thank goodness for make-up artists and music. Pero astig. May judge daw na kinilabutan right before we presented. Kewl.
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...sana 'di na tayo mag-away.

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Hottest concubine ever: Andrew Fajardo! :D
Best fish-da: Anna Magcalas!
Future Animated Film Dubber: DR Gaerlan!
My favorite DJ/club mixer: Kate "Usagi-chan" Loyola! XD

Hate [HEAVY PROFANITY]

Personalan 'to. Directed sa lahat ng matatamaan.

What would you do if someone hated you?
Ignore the person?
What if the person said bad stuff about you?
Ignore the bad stuff?
What if the person got other people to hate you?
Ignore those people?
What if other people judge you without listening to you, hearing you out, or not trying to get to know you, effectively ruining everything what's left of your life?

Then what would you do?

It's human nature to be unreasonable. To judge without justice, to hear without listening, to view without seeing. These people, of course, think that what they're doing is right - and maybe it is. To ignore and to hate is purely natural. To spit spite and be disgusting about it is inevitable in hate. Of course, the ones being hated are not enemies - they are simply those perceived as such. But then, when these people go out of their way to destroy another person without due cause, this is simply shit. I guess it's true that hate blinds, but it also deafens, numbens. When one hates a person so passionately, so vehemently, they should have reason to do so - fine, give any reason - but under no circumstances can a person be justified for changing the way other people think about the person he/she hates.

Hate can boil and stew and brew over in one's heart and mind, but it should never be allowed to spill over into the hearts and minds of others. When someone refuses to listen, to see reason, fine, there is no need to force this person to do so. But giving others the worst shit about other people is fuck damned unjustified. Hate the person, but leave others in peace! Don't give others crap about the person you hate - fuck it all, shut up already! Can't these people see that pulling others into the black void where their heart was only kills the person they hate?! Yes, these people want these people hurt, but to flail people into a fate worse than death is damned stupid!

PUTANG INA. WE NEVER SPREAD SHIT ABOUT YOU PEOPLE. WE WANT TO LIVE OUR LIVES ALREADY. STOP GIVING US ALL YOUR FUCKING CRAP. SHOVE IT BACK UP YOUR DAMNED ASSES ALREADY. IT'S ALREADY ENOUGH THAT YOU HATE US - YOU DON'T HAVE TO CONVINCE THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD AS WELL. CURSE US TO HELL, FOR ALL WE CARE - JUST GET OFF OUR CASE, AND STOP GETTING OTHERS TO SIDE WITH ALL OF YOU. THIS WAS NEVER A WAR IN THE FIRST PLACE - YOU ALL MADE IT THAT WAY, WITH YOUR LIES AND EXAGGERATIONS AND THE REST OF YOUR SHIT.

AND KAYO. MGA NAGPAPAKUMBINSE. GAGO KAYO. MGA NANINIWALA SA NAPAKAWLANG-KWENTANG PANGGAGAGO. TANG INA NYO RIN. YOU JUDGE US WITHOUT EVEN TRYING TO GET TO KNOW US - YOU KNOW WHO YOU ALL ARE! MGA WALA KAYONG KWENTA - DI KAYO MGA TAO, DAHIL WALA MAN LANG KAYONG SARILING OPINYON. KUMAKAPIT LANG KAYO SA OPINYON NG MAS MALAKAS O MAS MAYAMAN O MAS MAGALING. FENCE-SITTERS ANG TAWAG SA INYO. BUTI PALA AT DI TAYO NAGING KAIBIGAN, DAHIL MAS MABUTI AT DI KO KAYO KINILALA.

Give me shit, and I shove it back in your face.
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Sorry sa mga na-offend. Labas ng tunay na galit lang talaga. Sa mga natamaan, magbago kayo.

Poem Post 7: Cry for attention [spontaneous] (crossposted)

song of a million words spiraling down into oblivion of great cataclysmic purpose away amiss from what is right from the melody of the song i cannot hear cannot think cannot see cannot seem to know what is right i cannot see anymore the light like i ever did kill me push me away from this place i dont belong i dont belong i never did and never will and shall forever be me dead and desperate notice me look at me tell me that i matter tell me that im still here and that i matter that i still have something left look at me and dont turn away you sick fuckers look at me for once and tell me what you see and who i am forevermore i shall be known as nothing as the evil of peoples lives as the everything that is nothing fine then turn away and listen to the sound of me screaming and shouting the song of a million words

We lost.

I failed.

Again.

Shuffling Through Life

Taken from Ma'am Fil. Cute.

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next
button

Opening Credits
Ever After (Eric's Beach Mix) - Bonney Bailey

Waking Up
Stigmatized - The Calling

First Day At School
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton (tenenenenenen!)

Falling In Love
Officially Missing You - Tamia (how cheesy. wahah.)

Fight Song
Bulong - Kitchie Nadal (nice! nyahah! Asan na'ng talino mo/ Diskarte kamo ng Kano!)

Breaking Up
Kala - Jeepney

Prom
The Fray - How To Save A Life (i'm afraid of my prom.)

Life Is Good
Sugar Ray - When It's Over

Mental Breakdown
45 - Shinedown (Perfect. Juuust perfect.)

Driving
D'Sound - Do I Need A Reason

Flashback
Parokya Ni Edgar - The Incredible Absorbing Man (abused as a child. yup. and i'm still a child. so yah.)

Getting Back Together
South Border - Usahay

Wedding
Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment (o.O. what does that mean? kewl song, nwei.)

Paying The Dues
Kitchie Nadal - Run

The Night Before The War
Caroline's Spine - Sullivan (asteeeeg. ang perfect.)

Final Battle
Ryan Cabrera - On The Way Down

Moment of Triumph
Rivermaya - Elesi

Death Scene
Rivermaya - 214

Funeral Song
Incubus - Drive (wow. me like.)

End Credits
Jennifer Paige - Stranded (not a very poignant end of life. ah well.)

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Too bad Seasons of Love never cropped up. Ah well. :D